Monday, May 21, 2012

A piece of me

You want a piece of me do ya?
You want to take a dig out of my flesh with that caustic remark?

Too bad.

Yeah, I was hurt by it and it threw me for a moment
but I am tired of people looking down on others.

For whatever reason that they choose
whether it be to feel better about themselves
or just they are that hollow.

You won't do it anymore I won't allow you to.



Every chance I have I'll stop you
I'll tear you apart with my very own teeth.
You will be defeated while in my presence
spirit of haughtiness, you are going down.

And the people that are haunted by you will be freed
from your reigns every chance I get.

I will smile and laugh at your defeat
I am no longer fearful of your opinion
I am however ready to cease you.

The ones that are your slaves they won't know what is coming
when I tear you to the floor with grace and fluidity.

I am a queen, a princess, a fearsome creature
a force to be reckoned with.

Beware.




Tuesday, May 1, 2012

I've so long sought for my niche'

I've so long tried on things and taken them off finding they don't quite fit me.

So many ill-fittings in this world there is not often something that suits me--
nothing just right for me. It saddens me quite often that I don't know how to share who I am
through what the world offers to me.  It is a task that is ongoing and tiring but one that
I cannot quit.
There is a drive inside me that longs to discover pieces of me here on this planet.
A passion to express myself in ways that I feel are perfect and fulfilling.

It will continue until I travel onward to a new world, to a place I don't remember
just right now. But I know that is where I once came from.

Music is hard for me to love -- all the time.
I can never find something that lasts that I love forever.
Everyone is able to relate to music everyone is able
to find themselves in it. But for me... I have to continue
searching for newness in it. Opening doors that have yet to be
flung wide.



I find that so much of myself shifts and moves there is a current
that it flows with and that current is continuous. I guess I must learn
the currents of myself to truly discover where I may find ways to
enlighten the world with what that I am.




And I mustn't  be frightened as to where those currents will take me
I must look with brave, accepting and ambitious eyes on the things that
I am. Or else I might lose them in the muddled confusion of shame.